Can you remember- How you use to jab your fingers into my chest And tell me how stupid you thought I was And how Id grow up to be worthless- I was only 9 and I can recall every single time- You raised your hand to me No matter how hard I try to forget I cant erase it from my memory To this day you seem to think that You never did anything wrong And even though Ive tried to look past your Ignorance- The hate was too strong And you were to blind to see how much anger Was growing inside of me And everything revolved around you Do what you say Do what you want Do as you do As the years passed I never knew what was to come Cause you were never there But the day will come When well cross paths This time Ill be there to let you know that All I ever wanted was was for you to believe in me And everyday I prayed for, lived the day for Was a chance to throw it back in your face- Hook- And before you die, open your eyes And see, all the different ways that you neglected me You may have gave me life but you never gave me hope I dont ever want to take after my own Father- God help me raise up outta this mess Stress and grey days and a gang full of tests God help me, god help me You put the fear in me and said if I wasnt to be everything you expected then a son Im not in your eyes and would be instantly rejected- Your gifts of love were just fifths of pain While I tried to maintain and refrain You just laughed at me, you looked down on me, you threw down on me, You made me feel worthless now youre dead to me, how does it feel to be, What runs through you created me, one day Ill break free- All I ever wanted was for you to believe in me And everyday I prayed for, lived the day for Was a chance to throw it back in your face- Bridge- Why do I have to feel like Im constantly worthless Every day Im reminded of you, Father
Artist: Trik Turner
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